(written 2007, translated march 2009)
miscellaneous commentaries and private mails I feel that there is confusion
about the point of the self-responsibility or self-causation. Is it so that I
cause everything myself, what befalls me or do we have to blame the reptilians
for everything? This is my opinion:
There is an
understanding of self-responsibility or self-causation, that means
approximately the following: If I, from now on, only occupy myself with positive
thoughts, then, sooner or later my world, my life must become positive. Whoever
represents this opinion of course, must think, that I create a negative world of
fight and injustice for myself with my reptilian stories and the more I get into
it it, I will be pulled in deeply. Furthermore I try to infect as many people as
possible with my negative thoughts and to take them down with me into the
Now I have to
refer to my work as spiritual healer, which I have done now for more than 15
years. This work revealed many things, which I didn't know at the beginning. For
example the knowledge, that we live more than once, came to me through
healing-sessions. Until then I didn't certainly know that we reincarnate, but
some patients just came in contact with former lives during normal
energy-sessions. This solved serious trauma and their actual life changed.
the astral canals were locked by trauma in bygone lives with most people.
Cruelties like the early Christian-prosecution, witch-tortures and
witch-combustions and so on traumatized abilities like healing, clairvoyance,
astral-traveling, telepathy etc. and made unattainable for the individual
person. I felt very happy when dissolving these traumas with patients psychic
abilities came to light. Quite normal people, who werenít interested in
spirituality, started to perceive their own problems clearly. Some of them
collaborated with me a while in group-sessions. Some later became independent
psychic readers or healers.
The point is
that a normal-human being is to be compared with an iceberg. You can see only 10
percent looking out of the water. Conscious thoughts and conscious feelings are
this 10 percent. Repressions are the others 90 percent - feelings, that we might
fear so much, that we donít sense them anymore. Our true abilities are behind
these repressions, but that is another story.
If we try to
always have positive thoughts, we create a certain positive radiation. That is
correct. Simultaneously, our suppressed fears create a negative radiation. The
fact that we suppressed them, shows that they have much strength. Therefore, the
energy-charge of these repressions is huge. Positive thoughts can never ever
gain the same intensity, like our repressions. Therefore, we don't need to be
surprised, if despite of our positive thinking our life is still a mess*.
Exceptions: as mentioned in other chapters, the reptilians allow a moderately
bearable lifestyle to some representatives of teachings, that provide further
All the energies inside of me, not only my thoughts, cause my life. Thinking
positively might be better than always fearing the worst. But to concentrate
only on light and love permanently can be assessed only as intensive repression.
Real improvements in life I noticed with the people who were forced through
illnesses or unbearable situations, to dissolve their traumas.
manipulations of the reptilians do not change the basic principle of
self-responsibility and self-causation:
The energies in our body create our reality,
no matter how these energies got in there.
consists in that we don't have access on 90 percent of our consciousness
(iceberg) but the reptilians can access this part and literally do what they
want. The reptilians know well about this principle and therefore they
manipulate our energies, equip us with implants, so that we produce reality the
way they wish. We cause this, through our astral blindness, that we not even
notice. Stupidity doesn't protect from damage, is a wise saying.
we would do a world-wide, massive effort to dissolve our traumas, maybe the
reptilians would have finished their parasitic life with mankind.
But I don't
know it for sure. It is certain that they have easy game with us because of our
repressions. And quite independently from the existence of the reptilians, I
already see the mass of suppressed energies* in the people completely sufficient
to plunge the world into the very deepest abysses. That is not being
pessimistic. It only would be pessimistic if I saw this as a given future. But
there is remedy. There are healing-techniques. Unfortunately, they are used only
by those, who are already in deep shit. Therefore my effort to show our
blindness and our illness. To start now with healing is already twenty years
late. But better now as not at all.
energies come from former reptilian influence)
I would like
to put it big and broadly on the table once again:
suppressed parts of our consciousness represent a severe danger. The accumulated
horror in us pushes at the surface. Our soul wants to get rid of this scrap. If
we still ignore this, so much inner pressure build up and energetically
transmits into the outside world that our outside world invariably must explode.
We could spare ourselves many fights in the outside, if we would clean up in the
inner consciousness. The worsening conditions of our planet are only a mirror of
our own fog. Somewhere, it finally must appear.
website you can find a fast-course in spiritual healing. For reason of the big
healing-demand, many people are required, to rediscover their healing abilities
in order to be able to help others. I determined that the rediscovering of the
healing abilities can happen very fast. I experienced a case here, where a young
woman with no experience, after one single admission of twenty minutes developed
to be a master in three days. That was knowledge from former lives. And we all
healing abilities and clairvoyance etc together with our traumas want to come to
the surface. Therefore, a fast-course for healing is no joke. Some people only
need small impulses and these abilities come up at the surface.